UPDATED: April 16, 2009

Started: December 23, 2007

I decided to put a list, since the animes I have planned to watch ended up...not happening.

YOSH!

List of Anime I should watch:

-Good Witch of the West

-Rozen Maiden Second Season

-You are Under Arrest (watch again)

- Bleach

- D.Gray Man

-Rozen Maiden OAV

-Hunter x Hunter (Watch again)

-Rizelmine

-Strawberry Panic

-Vampire Knight

-Vampire Knight Guilty

-ToraDora

-Strike Witches

-Skip Beat

Anime that I already watched (during the break):

- Ouran High School Host Club

-Kamisama Kazoku

-Ghost Hunt

- Lucky Star

- Myself; Yourself

- Serial Experiments Lain (again)

- NieA under Seven (again)

- Sailor Moon (again)

- Gatekeepers 21 

- Hoshi no Koe

- Neon Genesis Evangelion

- Tsukihime Lunar Legend

-Code Geass

-Shining Tears X Wind

-Fate Stay Night

-Code Geass R2

- Shakugan no Shana

- BubbleGum Crisis Tokyo 2040 (again)

- Azumanga Daioh

-Seto no Hanayome

-Shikabane Hime: Aka

-Shikabane Hime: Kuro

-Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae

Current Anime: Magical Lyrical Girl Nanoha StrikerS episode 14, K-ON episode 5

Current Manga: Vampire Knight volume 16, Melty Blood, Yotsubato volume 59

i have a camera. it's not too high-tech or anything, demo it's a digital camera...small one, yet you cannot view your photos. how interesting. and i haven't use it yet. oh well. my grammar sensei let us read some story her friend made when they were still students. she said that this friend of hers was her idol. after reading it, i asked for her friend's contact number. not my type of reading material, but i somehow like the way she thinks. and i've decided to post it...for some reason i have more energy in doing this. weird me.

They came to the ball in an odd humor. Both were silent, looking at everything except each other, barelt touching. It was the last night before their final, irrevocable step in receiving their diplomas the next day. In a sense, they'd be happier than sad once they get those rolled-up paper saying they have successfully finished High School. She was nervous, and so was he. They have been to a lot of parties together; this should have been taken care of easily. But it was their Grad Ball, their one and only grad ball, most probably the last party as a couple. She had reservations in coming. They weren't in the best of moods. She feared if people looked closely, they would see clouds of doom hanging over them. She sighed as they sat at their table, amidst their friends and their partners. She shifted, and her red, floor-length dress caressed her thighs. It was the color of blood... They knew that their High school days were not the only ones that would be over tomorrow---they would lose not only their friends, but each other---and it broke their hearts just that thinking about it. It seemed so final. No, it is final. He glanced at her, his eyes wanting to drown themselves in tears. Her dress was the color of blood spilt. He stood up and went to the DJ booth. She was left at the table, listening to the inane chatter of her friends and their dates, smiling and lughing with them, bearing their comments about her dress. "Why red? Look, you're the only one in that color." "Red's out. Pastel's in, you know." No, she didn't know. "You stand out honey." She didn't intend to. Song after song played. They just sat at the table, smiling, politely refusing offers and invitations to dance. The night wore on, the Grad ball king and queen were announced, senti songs were wafting in the air. She wanted to go home, and told him so. Not yet, he said with his eyes, and placed a hand on hers. She just sighed. Amidst the murmur of voices, the faint opening notes of a song were heard. Couples went back to their tables slowly, and soon the dance floor was empty. She wanted to go home. He stood up, and she followed suit. "Dance with me 1st." Without giving her time to reply, he led her to the dance floor. The room hushed as every head turned to them. The lights were dimmed, except for one that was centered on them. And then, she finally heard the song. Lady in red is dancing with me. There's nobody here, it's just you and me. It's where i wanna be..." She was startled, and she looked at him. He bent his head, kissed her cheek, and inhaled her fragrance. "I'll never forget the way you look tonight." And they both knew it was goodbye. Her dress glittered like fire as they gently swayed. It was the color of blood spilt from two broken hearts. ......

people cried that day it was read. i stared at it..... wounds....what a coincidence.

Just came back after being busy and using other blogs.

Wow.

Tabulas is awesome looking now.

Well, after some time, I return.

I feel empty, but that's not so bad I guess. I deserved this. 

At least now, freedom is given.

I shall be here, pondering on my mistakes and wonder what I've done, even though I very well know what it was.

Sad world I live in.

Oh well. It's not so bad being dark and twisty 

When you get drunk, do you ever find out later you did something, and you cannot remember why you did that, when you did that, etc?

I had this feeling, but I was not drunk.

2 years ago, for reasons I cannot remember, I created an account on this website called bebo and I can't remember when I created it or why. I thought I created it due to the fact that someone invited me to join, but I realized the account am using now is one year older than the one who invited me.

What was going on in my life that year? How strange I do not recall. None of my emails can trace back to that time I created such an account. I figured out the username and password on my own. I could have been using my hotmail for the account, and it would make sense i can't retrieve it due to the fact that it froze....but that can't make sense since I am receiving emails from the site from my main account.

I may have a past that was erased completely from memory. I might have done something 2 years ago that caused me to delete part of my life and this is the only evidence left that I may have overlooked. What could I have done?

Or what if someone had to erase my memory for I saw something, heard something, felt something that was not supposed to happen? What if I know something that can save the world from impending doom, but some evil mad scientist decided to stop me by manipulating my memories?

....well, I can't really trace anything that far unless I read my old journals. Anyway, felt like posting it for remembrance